and making stories up, and reshuffling stories, and lying. i love lying. but i'm always sincere. it is crucial to maintain sincerity when lying. the point is never deception. deception is for the weak at heart. the fictive is for those closer to the love of their mere existence. as you show them facts, they refract spokens into things not falsifiable by rhetoric. fuck it if my preference hinders your performance. fuck it if you think my preference tampers with your wealth of resource. i love telling stories and making stories up, and reshuffling stories mostly about myself. i hate it when you call them reflections. my stories are not reflections.