Monday, May 31, 2010
Earlier, Israeli Foreign Minister Avigdor Lieberman denied existence of any humanitarian crisis in Gaza and said the aid convoy manifested “violent propaganda against Israel, and Israel will not allow its sovereignty to be threatened in any way, in any place land, air or sea”.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
so i don't know if i told you about this, but when i was littler than i am now - technically when i was still in school..middle school .. (i think) my dad's friends always asked me what i wanted to do and who i wanted to be.. i didn't know - i always gave the same answer, firmly: i do not want to be a DOCTOR, or a MO7AMI or a MHANDES.. it was very clear to me - NO.
i am now, almost a year past my five years of studying architecture, a functional architect..builder - making things, buildings - for people. i am what i didn't want to be - no regrets, i think. but it makes me think.. of reasons why i used to answer my same answer every time - this complete rejection of a stream of consciousness that requires you to be on a pedestal of intellect.. or the simple disrespect of professional specimen, they weren't appealing..doctors, lawyers and engineers - they didn't change my world.
now i come, to change my world, bit by bit - and it seems that no one is really interested, i look at myself and remember something super-sunni used to tell me
"stop, you're making a fool out of yourself"
well maybe i am, but it's the only way i know how to do things.. i miss how i know how to do things - now, people - each on their own pedestal, lecture from above.. i don't know where this is going, but i am building my rifle made of bows and arrows of clicks and clacks of things that hurt - and i'm using it starting tomorrow..